A Work Always In-Progress

Gia Ngân 家银, Installation

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[part 1]





























[poems, letters of confrontation / admiration, videos of us* dancing / hugging / celebrating, webcam recordings of us crying, social media posts, a carousal of books on love, a deck of cards on intimate questions that we* created, a picture snatched from a magazine on embracing sufferings drawn by a child, sticky notes with questions that come from our* sufferings as we* navigate our artivism, the draft of a small book called (De)colonized Love that’s still in creation by Gia Ngân, a notebook with a checklist on colonial mentality, a bracelet that was bought on the full-moon from a pagoda that resides on the tallest mountain in Da Nang Vietnam, ...]








The list of things that will be on this wall grows in size as time passes. The artist continues to work on the project as audience comes in and out. She may occassional ask the audience for help with a nail or hammer, and the audience become participants, start leaving their personal belongings like hairband or sticky notes onto the wall. That is, if their emotionality commands them to do so.





     

There is a station where people can contribute to our collective spreadsheet on love. But they who stand in front of the laptop to make new entries will be broadcasted alongside other artifacts. However, the laptop crashed. Which is part of the deal with an incomplete project: No one can expect perfection.

           Installations are usually the antithesis of a real and humanistic archive. It takes away collective participation and the organic, continual growth of an archive of actual memories. Archives in galleries appoint a few people power; The power of representing, of story-telling, and of erasing the paradoxes that do not fit.





















watch the below experience in continuation and with sound here ︎︎︎
   











The videos above are all shot by cameras.  They are the stuff that we would
comfortably post online; 

                                                Much like the gallery archives, clean and curated strategically.






























These footages were unedited, filmed through laptop webcams with sound, suggesting a sense of intimacy; they are close-up, real, ugly and beautiful. 

                    Although started with well-meaning reasons, a people of today are usually terrified by sight of suffering. The avoidance of suffering is the antithesis of love, compassion, and the kind of peaceful happiness. Through this installation, I want to bring together the paradoxes; They are elements of failures and growth, of emotional highs and lows, of solitude and togetherness, of completion/display and a work-in-progress.












To realize emotional landscapes onto the canvas of an installation, I spent many hours imagining what the exhibition could be. That got me nowhere. What helped was a simple idea and experiential knowledge, meaning: ACTUALLY GET DOWN TO WORK. I had to build the installation as I went. Don't even think about planning what frame would go where, nor even what frame to hang! Those only become available as the work moved forward.